Sweet Potato.

April 18, 2016

Out of all the potatoes out there, you are the sweetest. 
Sadly, Anthony has flown back to New York and now it's back to just me, myself, and I. The next time we'll see each other won't be until June. It's only a couple months away, but the few days you spend together really makes you wonder why or how you even manage to be a part for weeks or months at a time. I was never one to really relate to quotes, nonetheless love quotes. I always felt they were cliche and cheesy, but now I find myself to be the epitome of cliche and cheesy. Ever since dating Anthony and feeling all the feels, I can relate to the quotes I once made fun of. (Talk about irony.) I also came across this quote on tumblr that I felt described me and Anthony's relationship to a T
She’s stubborn and hard headed but god knows I love her. There’s days when she’s grumpy for no apparent reason other than the fact that she’s grumpy. When she’s sick, she’s helpless and all you can really do is hold her in your arms and comfort her till she falls asleep. There’s days when she’ll complain about everything like the weather, people, music, or even you and you’ll just have to deal with it. She’ll complain about the room being too hot, to only result in closing the windows in the middle of the night because she’s too cold. There are days when she shuts the world out, she’ll ignore everyone because she just wants to sit in silence. Sometimes, she’ll claim she can eat an entire cow because that’s just how hungry she is. So we’ll make dinner plans and I’ll pick her up just to have her say, “I ate already, I was too hungry but I’ll still eat a little something.” There are days when she suffocates me with love. She’ll kiss and kiss and kiss, till I beg her to stop. She’ll tickle me until my insides hurt and hold my hand till it’s sweaty. There are days when she’ll claim every part of my body with her lips. And there are days when she’ll need her space and I’ll have to pull a chair up alongside the bed because she just needs her own space. There are days when her hair is messy and all over the place. Days when she’ll cry and you don’t know why but you won’t ask you’ll just let her cry. Days when she’s nervous and jumpy about everything. Days when she yells at me for no reason just to apologize two seconds later. Days when she’s a pain in the ass and pushes my buttons just to settle it with kisses. Days when I’m listening to my favorite song and she’ll talk over it because talking is more important than music. There are days when I need her to make decisions, to do the littlest things like pick a place to eat. She’ll refuse and say “I don’t know” until I give up and decide myself. Sometimes she’ll swear like a sailor and make jokes during times when she should probably be serious. There are days when it’s 3 in the morning and she won’t let me sleep and days when she’s too tired and fast asleep by 10pm. Sometimes she’s clumsy and sometimes she’s a walking contradiction; but she is everything I’ve ever wanted. I’d do everything to have her bad days, her grumpy days, her “I need space days,” her love me days, her laughing days, her clumsy days, and her happy days, because she is everything I’ve ever wanted and I wouldn’t dare trade her for anything in this world.
Even though I don't know how the future is going to turn out for Anthony and I sometimes you just kind of have to go with it and hope for the best. Being a realist I know there are chances of us breaking up but also being a romanticist I know there's also chances of us getting married, having fat babies, and dying together like the couple in The Notebook. (okay, I'm being over dramatic now) but only time will tell how and where we end up.
Also here is a little short video I made from clips of when Anthony was in town.

Don't forget to tell someone how much you love them 

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